my weird love life

Thursday, July 8, 2010

it was just something so innocent. i just wanted to look at him, just a simple glance will do. but i didn't expect myself to fall in love with someone who didn't exist...

my love life is so weird....

I have gone mad.... i really think i fell in love with a guy i drew... ugh... i hate myself for drawing him...but i also hate myself for saying that. now i have these weird daydreams of him and me together as a COUPLE. first it was just him hugging me ... then he says mushy stuff like "I miss you in my arms,i can't stand being without you. i just love you so much..." these are quite embarrassing but yet i felt happy when he said it. soon i kept telling myself he was not real, yet i upset myself till i cried(told u i was weird...) so it reaaally makes me sad that such a boy didn't exist ....sobs T-T
anyway i kept drawing him in my notebook ... here, some pics...

hey u know that Glenn guy ? turns out he didn't like me which was a BIG relief ...so Michelle, stop saying weird stuff!! in the end he was looking at my friend Gail and has already confess. so they will be going out on a date after exams. weirdly they invited me to come so i will be going on a double date...(Gail and Glenn...me and MAMORU!!/my notebook T-T)