megumi's diary I asked mamoru why he loved me then he told me 'your smile lights up my life without it i am nothing, i like the way your eyes shine when you look at me, without it life has no meaning . Without you i cannot live, you are everything to me.' Everything to me... those words always echoes in my head. he loves me that much.
12:48 AM
that dumbass baboon....
you remember i have to sit with the monkey god , SOON wu kong , or SOON YONG CHAO? he cracks he knuckles everyday and normally a person can only crack once a day. that idiot can crack like 3-5 times! he also cracks his neck... he also bullies me but i whack him...ALOT. he is damn irritating.
my life got a little worst when i thought i was free from yong cai the gay when the science teacher made us sit together...
i stuck in a sea of YONGs i sit next to one, sit with one during class...and u remember lyvia the korean crazy girl? ya her chinese name is YONG sheun and the guy she likes is YONG lum and lyvia's friend min min is in love with yong chao...
REALLY, are baboons so popular with girls these days? last year there was already one what about... ...this year?!
12:40 AM
GLENN IS BACK!!(the two-timer)
do u remember glenn? he's my friend gail's boyfriend. this is what happened during church camp when i found out who the heck glenn is. well my friend dawn told me a guy kept looking at me during camp and that guy was glenn. soon glenn and his friend joel kept talking during class so we had to switch places and i had to sit in between joel and glenn. later gail told me that joel told her that he had purposely talk to glenn so that he can sit with me cause he taught glenn liked me so he helped him. soon i FREAKED. but after church camp i heard he liked gail and confessed. then i got smses from him so now we're friends. but on last friday he smsed me and i smsed him but took a long time to reply each time, as i was reading. soon i stopped smsing cause i got bored...
then i when online suddenly glenn tried to msn me but i took a long time to reply too cause i was reading manga
later my brother took my phone and READ MY MESSAGES. AGAIN. IT'S NOT THE FIRST TIME. TRUST ME.
and he came across the one from glenn then told me he was a trying to flirt then i told him it's was gail's boyfriend then he told me that guy was greedy cause he wanted two girls it was possible cause on friday night he tried to sms again but i ignore him then on sat afternoon he sms again soon he smsed at night too but i ignored and just texted bye and offed my phone
i don't think i will be able to trust him. gail i think u better break up with that jerk, and date my brother instead. i know u have eyes for him i a saw u and franna looking at him while he was sleeping....:)
sigh...guys can not be trusted. if u want a guy make sure he comes for u not vice-versa -.-
12:13 AM
Monday, July 19, 2010
i m starting to REALLY HATE vampires more and more lately. besides the vampires you read about in twilight or vampire knight are not real they're just a fantasy you pretty much like them cause you think they're cool or hot with their so WOW powers. well the real ones are REAL i heard there are some in europe drinking people blood in the middle of the night doing weird and creepy black magic and stuff. and Christians shouldn't even like or be involve with this stuff, vampires are part of demons from hell... why can't people see that? now the world is over taken by vampires and korean boybands.
what next? i think next year there will be korean boys dressed up as vampires singing pop songs. wow... i also think that after the korean fad ends people will start to dance bollywood songs... -.- anyway christian aren't suppose to listen to pop songs... so what am I DOING??!! i such a bad person T-T we also can't hate and have to forgive, read bible everyday, do bible study and lots more! being a christian is hard.
but in conclusion the main point is that ..... I HATE VAMPIRE AND KOREA MORE NOW!!!!!!>.<
1:40 AM
STUPID LYVIA
Sunday, July 18, 2010
STUPID LYVIA
hi u guys know that korean loving IDIOT lyvia rite? well today i bought a magazine with a korean poster in it so i told lyvia i was going to draw on their faces so she said after i draw she wanted the poster. so during english i just drew finish so i passed it to her. when i passed it to her it was folded. she herself so stupid open it up to see and as u know posters are big rite? yet she opened it so the teacher confiscated yet she blamed me for giving it to her then but it's not my fault the teacher saw it she herself opened it she scold me for no reason then tell me that it my fault for giving her now and should have given after school, if she says that then she should have opened after school. is it my fault u got no control and have to open it now? sigh... anyway when i got the poster back she told me she didn't want the poster anymore..REALLY. what kind of girl is this? anyway since she didn't want it too bad so me n my fren amanda started to tear it but was seen by one of the popular teacher's pet kind of girls and they were OBSESSED with korea too so the leader was angry with me for tearing up the poster and was talking to me in a angry and loud tone. here is the conversation...
janadez (leader)-why u go and tear?!
me-cause i wanna tear.
janadez- why u go and TEAR?!
me- cause i WANNA TEAR.
siti(follower)- you should have given me!! wasteful you know?!
see? let's see the points... 1. it's my poster 2. i can do whatever crap i want to do with it 3. why should i give u? we're not frens 4. why are u so angry when i tear>?! 5. u like them not my problem, i dun like them so i tear. got problem? 6. anyway those guys dun even care who the heck u are. they only know that u are just a crazy hardcore fan of theirs. 7. most of the songs are stupid all about love relationships. 8. u also dun even understand the songs 9. you only like their looks 10. they have plastic surgery 11. u like a fake person 12. so is there a problem with ME tearing MY poster which is MINE?
the reasons why i hate korea...
the best man is the man u can bully - phyllis
my very own proverb!
11:35 PM
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Megumi's diary mamoru loved me so deeply it makes me want to cry and i did in front of him. he held my face and wiped my tears, i cried harder. then he hugged me. this made me love him even more. he was just everything to me...
12:52 AM
hi everyone! 1 super good news! 1 good news! one VERY bad news today! good news first! hey u remember aaron? the kid who got whacked on the head? well he came back to school today. SUPER good news!! now that aaron is back the teacher start to change seats again! and i won't be seeing jun jie for a long time cause everyday he is with the DM for almost everyday! and i don't have to sit with him anymore! VERY bad news... now since the teacher change place i have to sit with YONG CHAO! i have a sad life! i'm like a person that doesn't exist, and now? i have to sit with soon wu kong the weird monkey man guy. MY LIFE IS SOOOO WEIRD who wanna trade lives?
12:45 AM
Monday, July 12, 2010
megumi's diary. As we sat back to back, i started to think of what happened today when mamoru told me he missed my smile, my happy face and everything that has to do with me. I blushed as i thought...mamoru turned to look at me and smiled a warm smile, i smiled back. Then he kissed me again and again, and he said he loved me. then he smiled his warm smile again.
3:09 AM
hey... you guys know that broom incident... the one where that kid gets whacked on the head with a broom? well. someone took a video and posted it on facebook and someone who saw it posted it on STOMP and now it's on a newspaper a chinese one though so now we're dead who knew the back of my head was popular? any way the principle and the DM came to my class to talk about it so it's kinda ok except for the fact that almost the whole school know about it. if u wanna watch the video here is the address
you have to go the singapore seen, then go to more stories... search till u see it and click on watch video.
12:52 AM
Thursday, July 8, 2010
i could feel his chest against my back, his hands were at my waist as he pulled me closer to him. i told him that i loved him, then he kissed me.
i lost my first kiss...
he made me feel safe. mamoru always made me feel safe, that's why i love him so much
none of these are real! just go bored these are written by megumi kay? (mamoru's gf)
you know yesterday the broom incident...
now our teacher was mad bout it and changed places... i used to sit with the gay yong cai but since the teacher changed sits... i have to sit with JUN JIE!!!! he was soooo irritating!! he even sprayed water at me! any way the funny thing is yong cai was beside jun jie.
so today we had to fix a windmill and u had a stick n paper but jun jie took the stick and beat yong cai like it was a cane so yong cai's arm was covered in strips like a tiger soon jun jie got out of control and took the broom (again...) and yong cai was whacked on the head and now he has a big red lump on his forehead ! how nice, no?
anyway i not dating mamoru it's megumi a girl with some of my personality so it's technically me but not....make sense? i just drew megumi for a replacement me so this way i'm in two different worlds, the real world and the world of mamoru.... either way i'm happy with it.
11:21 PM
today we had home economics and baked cookies i was partnered with a boy that i sat next to during class his name was yong cai. pls dun mix him up with yong chao anyway during class i kinda bullied him like call him him to take the things call him to wash things so to irritate me he acted a little gay and girly and said things like this in a girly tone "aiyah! why u bully your partner!" -.- soon the cookies were done and they were a little hard but not as hard as my friend amanda ( not the one baldy is in love with!) i told her she could throw her cookies at jun jie (a boy she hated) and there would be a big hole.
speaking of jun jie today he really did something bad that could get him expelled. here's what roughly happened .... i heard Aaron( a weird kid with anger management problems ) beat jun jie's arm ( which has just recovered after being broken-ed twice) jun jie ( also has anger management problem ) took the broom and whack aaron a the back with it ( i even saw him do it!) a few times hard and aaron was screaming. he whacked till the broom split-ed! anyway he did with the teacher around and she was really emotional and cried because of what happened !
tomorrow we will all die in the hands of my form teacher cause of this incident even though most of us were not involved...should i write my will now?....T_T SOBS!!
2:54 AM
my weird love life
it was just something so innocent. i just wanted to look at him, just a simple glance will do. but i didn't expect myself to fall in love with someone who didn't exist...
my love life is so weird....
I have gone mad.... i really think i fell in love with a guy i drew... ugh... i hate myself for drawing him...but i also hate myself for saying that. now i have these weird daydreams of him and me together as a COUPLE. first it was just him hugging me ... then he says mushy stuff like "I miss you in my arms,i can't stand being without you. i just love you so much..." these are quite embarrassing but yet i felt happy when he said it. soon i kept telling myself he was not real, yet i upset myself till i cried(told u i was weird...) so it reaaally makes me sad that such a boy didn't exist ....sobs T-T anyway i kept drawing him in my notebook ... here, some pics...
hey u know that Glenn guy ? turns out he didn't like me which was a BIG relief ...so Michelle, stop saying weird stuff!! in the end he was looking at my friend Gail and has already confess. so they will be going out on a date after exams. weirdly they invited me to come so i will be going on a double date...(Gail and Glenn...me and MAMORU!!/my notebook T-T)
2:33 AM
Sunday, July 4, 2010
a weekend at the new house can b weird n disgusting....-_-
a weird poem i wrote on 3/7/10
Every time you open a notebook,
You open a world full of possibilities,
You could write something down.
Or sketch out the beautiful sky…
To me a notebook is not just paper,
It is something magical,
It is something everyone should have,
It is something you should treasure.
Notebooks come in different sizes and colours,
Every notebook is special,
But the important thing is the person who has it.
A notebook could be filled with evil thoughts,
Wonderful memories,
Or even pictures of the person you love,
But it depends on the person’s thoughts.
I love notebooks,
Even though I know they can’t love me,
But every notebook I have or read,
Tells me a story…
i'm a weird girl.
on 3 july my mother told me to open the garbage chute to empty out the trash, as u might know my mother use masking tape to seal up the garbage chute sides to keep cockroaches from entering our house. so to throw rubbish we have to take out the masking tape.
when i took out the tape i saw this weird soil like thing...don't worry i didn't touch it, so i told my mother about it and she told me it was cockroach poop...and i FREAKED OUT.
soon my mother took out bygone and started spraying.
then she took a plastic spoon and SCRAPED the inside of the chute,when she scraped on the side....out came 2 cockroach cases and a baby cockroach.then i started crying .
mymother kept pulling me into the kitchentoclean up but i kept screaming soon it ended... in the end my mother clean it up.
4/7/10
now i know where i get my weirdness from...
today my father was at there new house on the dining table ,suddenly some guy walked pass n peeped into our house and my father was like smiling n waving at him in a 'hi!' way...even though he doesn't know him.....
8:28 PM
Jigoku banana
I receives request for vengeance
through this website which can only be accessed
at exactly midnight and only
by those who truly was revenge.
Hone Onna/eli 
